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24 February 2011 @ 03:46 am
I wrote a really pathetic blog but when I reread it I felt like a tool. Instead I will be even more of a tool and just post this song, which makes me feel better and worse at the same time.



No one knows where the ladder goes
You're gonna lose what you love the most
You're not alone in anything
You're not unique in dying

Feel estranged every now and then
Fall asleep reading science fiction
I want to fly in your silver ship
Let Jesus hang and Buddha sit

It's on now
The day's are long now
The ups and the sundowns
And the twisted mind
If I got to go first
I'll do it on my terms
I'm tired of traitors
Always changing sides

They were friends of mine

Don't hang around once the promise breaks
You'll be there when the next one's made
Kiss the feet of a charlaton
Some imagined freedom

All the rest is predictable
You can say you're the first to know
Bought a mantra to concentrate
Car alarm or hissing snake

I know now
How it's gonna turn out
You gotta calm down
Or I'll lose my place
Gotta get to the center
Gotta get to the concert
Run off with the dancer
Gonna celebrate

Welcome the new age
Covered in warrior paint
Lights from the jungle to the sky

See now a star's born
Looks just like a blood orange
Don't it just make you want to cry?
Precious friend of mine

Will I know when it's finally done?
This whole life's a hallucination
You're not alone in anything
You're not alone in trying to be


10 days.
 
 
Kelly
Realised today that I've been living with Michael for a year now. It's weird the way time has gone since then, like I just moved in last week but then also like I've always lived here. It's strange to think that this time last year I was still in cosmetology school, and it was right around this time in February that I started staying home all day and playing Robot Unicorn Attack instead because I hated it so much.

I'm in a much better place now with school, I think, although the same definitely can't be said for my friendships. But whatever, I won't get into that because this is supposed to be a cheerful and introspective post about my new home.

These photos pretty much sum up life here.
















Plus a lot of beer.
 
 
Kelly
19 February 2011 @ 01:05 pm
One really shitty thing about being on stage is that I always feel really self-conscious about my body? I guess especially because one has to wear period appropriate costumes and sometimes they just don't fit correctly, or the style is just really unflattering. Like 20s flapper dresses look fucking hideous on anyone with tits and ass, and we don't have much of a budget so we keep recycling the same costumes when we can and.

I don't know. I'll be happy when it's over. I usually feel pretty confident but Jamie keeps taking these photos backstage and I'm like "Jesus, is that what I look like?"

This has been a post.

 
 
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: Codex - Radiohead
 
 
Kelly
18 February 2011 @ 02:52 pm
I am currently wondering why there is no fic where Andrew Garfield is a serial killer? I seriously need it in my life. Come ON, fandom. What are you doing?







AHEM. Anyway.

Opening night was last night and it went pretty well. Nothing horrible happened, and I didn't even forget any of my lines-- not even in my horrendous Margaret Thatcher monologue, which gets zero laughs every single time. The boys are pretty fantastic, and even though I miss a lot of my theatre family it's been pretty great. Because I'm the only girl in the cast, I have my own dressing room, so I made a star for my door. It says "Kelly Hayden the Magnificent."



I'm excited about tonight because we're having the cast party afterward, which should be pretty fucking fun if everyone actually shows up.

Also, I'm learning to tap dance. I guess that's all.
 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
 
 
Kelly
11 February 2011 @ 11:28 pm
Can we talk about how attractive Andrew Garfield and Jesse Eisenberg are?

I'm drunk and you should click this if you know what's good for you.Collapse )

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HELP
 
 
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Kelly
27 January 2009 @ 01:29 am
FRIENDS ONLY.
COMMENT TO BE ADDED.
 
 
Kelly
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